Sunday, June 21, 2009

I'll show Mr Bok I can do it.
Won't be a bench warmer. You'll see.


Saturday, June 06, 2009

The 2 days were long.. And gone. How I miss everyone. And I miss the gossip group. And I miss fatbel and qing and chickadee and jo and heather and aud and cfl already!! We totally gossiped together the whole night and morning and didn't sleep :)

NO SECRETS!

Netball camp was fun and ultimately missed.. Other than remedial being a total spoiler and the fact that I just slept through it all totally gave me a feeling that I shouldn't have gone for it in the first place.

Sigh, fatbel don't cry! End of camp really seemed to mark the end of our nhnb years together. And just when we just started to know each other better, everything had to end!! I am really going to miss qingqing, chickadee, fatbel. And all the sec 1s for being so sweet. Awww.. The presents were so nice, I love it seriously :)

And to say it again.. The end marks a new beginning. And I hope it'll be a good start of whatever's coming ahead :)

"Nanhua netball forever." Thanks, I'll remember that!

The word "team" has never made me feel prouder.


Sunday, May 17, 2009

You're right, you're right. I've got to make my own chances.

So what if I'm lousier now? So what if there ain't a place for me now? I'm gonna make my own chances and that's what's gonna happen. And even if I really do not get what I want in the end, I know I've tried.

Trying hard. Not just trying. Trying with an end in mind. Trying with all my might. You don't know how many times I've imagined myself doing this and that and this that this. Wondering all the time when I'll finally be able to do the things that I've been imagining. I imagine flying during a game. I imagine myself wow-ing the crowd. I imagine myself being spectacular-magnificent-marvellous-overwhelming-amazing.

Do away with extras. Concentrate at the tasks at hand. And you'll find that you have actually so much time to achieve.

Making my own chances. So important. No, I wouldn't wait for chances to come to me. I make my own chances. I will prove that I have the capability to do it. It'll be too late if I am only waiting for the chance to come. Chances, so magical. It can make or break someone. It can be made and given. With that, maybe I'll be able to do it right..

Working hard. Not just working. Working with the right mindset. Working because I know what I am working for. Working for a place in the team.

Working with a chance in mind.

Labels: Netball, Quotes

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Stupid bugface just made me wanna work harder.

Next year next year next year next year next year next year next year next year, omg next year.

Have'ta stop thinking whether I'll be given a chance to play in the team and start working for it! Someone please train me to be a C. Or a good WD. Or a good GD. Anything.

Tracking tomorrow morning, night night :)

Labels: Fitness Plan, Netball

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Disappointing 17s training, what a poor performance.. Marks the time for a brand new fitness plan.

BRAND NEW.

Labels: Combined schools, Fitness Plan, Netball

Monday, May 11, 2009


This totally describes how I'm feeling now towards (Whoever you think it is/you are) . For those who doesn't have clue, do not bother to understand. Friends syndrome acting up again. Screw the invention of best friends. And, thanks Kiat for yesterday, for listening and all the INFORMATIONS. Now, I have a big collection, totally regaling.

Last extreme paper on tuesday, am I'm gonna screw up :(

Mcqs and paper 1s all the way to friday and HELLO SHOPPING.

U17s training on tuesday, YAY. After the major human geog paper, and I get a rest, training! Hopefully we're getting our shirts and stuff :) Excited excited. And I'm so gonna cab.. Haha

Hello Joy Lim, if you see this, ARE YOU GOING FOR TRAINING??

Labels: Combined schools, Others, Quotes

Thursday, May 07, 2009

6 days down and 4 more to go!

Finally I got a dose of life today. Played netball and actually ate a proper meal outside. No rush-home-immediately-after-school-to-mug, not today. Because today is the last paper for this week! And next week is filled with mostly paper 1s.. And that means I've still gotta study :(

Wow and actually putting in the effort that I have for netball into studying, helps. Sometimes I enjoy studying that I don't want to stop. But it doesn't change the fact that I am going to fail my Mid years. What a drag. And in the Singapore's educational system, everyone is forced to do stuff that they might not like at all. And even if they do like it, they'll still be forced anyway, how ironic.

Looking on the bright side, maybe having no regular trainings might be a good thing. I'm able to get on with the fitness plan that I've been putting up in the past years, without worrying that I might just die for trainings the nest day. Well, which is good! I'm running everyday, trying to keep healthy.


The only thing that matters is reaching your own expectations.

Labels: Netball, Quotes, School

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Seriously, I thank God for 17s. If I didn't have the chance to be in the squad, I'll probably rot and decompose into a big blob of fats.

I so miss playing netball.

Please remind me of the Physical Trainings that I am missing, and the calories that I am accumulating inside. How great.

Training on tuesday, come'on!

Need to prepare for next year, the competition I'll have to face and the improvements that I desperately need to achieve.


Giving a fight, and smile when you have fought.

Labels: Combined schools, Netball, Quotes

Friday, May 01, 2009

No time for internet! I just blew my E math and Social Studies. I hope I don't scew it up too badly. Haha thanks fatbel for the message and Bernice for that tag. But I think I'm done for.. HAHAHA!

K life has been study study study netball NETBALL NETBALL NETBALL and study study study school school. It's as if my life is so boring. Alrighty, "Mid years are here whatttttttttt.."

17s has been very fun, enjoyable! No doubt that I miss the 17s`08, we should get together, soon enough :) But triple yay to 17`09 team!!!!! Gotta work very very hard. Hopefully I'll be able to make this a good year.


Fight because you know what you are fighting for.

Labels: Combined schools, Netball, Quotes

Sunday, April 12, 2009

It might mark the end of our 1 year fight but it's not gonna stop here.
We've got a long way to go and we all know it. Not long later, guess you guys will be leading your new team to victory.

We didn't deserve to win and guess what, I wasn't sad that we lost. We weren't ready to win. But it's alright, it's a lesson learnt for all of us next year. B div'10 or just individuals.. More control, more fighting spirit. More of whatever that we didn't have this year. And I guess all of you should know what it is. :)

I was sad because it signified our last match together and I was sorry that I couldn't help make history, again. We were so close but so what? We still didn't get it in the end. And it didn't matter if we were in the top 8 or top 16, whatever it was, we still didn't get top 4, which was our goal.

But then again, what was top 4? What was so important about being a top 4 team? The top 4 medal, is still only a medal.
Does it mean we're good? Or does it show how much we loved one another? Does that show everyone how much we love the game? Or does it show everyone how much we've fought for?

No.. It doesn't and will not. We show everyone how good we are through the games we've fought, we show everyone how much we love the game by going on even thought we through and out. We show everything through our games and eventually poeple will know we've fought so much for it. We show everyone how much we love one another when even though we've lost the chance of being a top 4 team, we praised one another for the good job done and thank one another for this great season. And you know, people will remember this team of ours. From how we lost the championing title to how we never gave up and improved.. To this, I'm proud of us. :)

Let's enjoy our last game together because you know in your hearts that you'll never get a team like this again. :)


NANHUA WHOOSH.

Labels: Dedications, Netball, Quotes