online alot.
but no one is talking!
so lonelyyy ):
hahas (:
im nuts these few days 0.0

yaye ((:
everyone is solving their problem (:
BUT ME??
im collecting problems.
haha ((x
SERIOUSLY LARR.
just stay away from me and everything will be fine.
SHUDDUP AND DONT ASK ME ANYTHING
yepps.
keep a distance yeahh!

its like.
when no one talks to me online, i feel damn lonely!
after wannie told me she told all her problems away, i teared.
whyyyy???
i also dunno.
i just teared!
thinking of all my problems.
STRESSED.
a little i guess.
maybe thats why i teared.
hehe (:
i cant say that im really ok now.
but im better ^^

i wish i can just tell someone everything.
but when people ask, i just dont know how to tell them! i guess im still use to keeping things to myself!
i dont like others being troubled over my matters yeah.
neevrmind (:
i'll be my own best friend (:

I WANNA BE A PROFESSIONAL NETBALLER THAT CAN PLAY ALL SEVEN POSITIONS ((:

sorry.
that was a very long term dream (:
hope it comes true :DD

MISS GOH YOU DIE NEXT TIME
haha (:
okokay.
no use getting angry over that stupid teacher!
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
MAKE ME COPY THAT STUPID SEC 3 CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK FOR WHAT.
i was like saying,

me: teacher, you make us copy this for what??
miss goh: next time you can use lo. you dunno what you writing meh?
me: i dont even care what i copying what.
miss goh: then later you write finish already then you read lor!
me: please larr. i dont even wanna read lar! then you ask us to copy already then you also throw away what. then you want us to copy for what??
miss goh: next time can use
me: WHAT! THEN NEXT TIME I BUY TEXT BOOK I TELL THE BOOKSHOP AUNTY," AUNTY I WANT THE CHEMISTRY TEAXTBOOK BUT I DONT WANT CHAPTER 3!"

whateverrrrr haha (:
stupid teacher.
make me late for netball!!!!!!!
she make us copy stupid sec 3 science textbook.
cannot stand her!
she damn lame larr.
everyday she ask people to GIMME YOUR EZ-LINK CARD!
every sec 1 also know her lo.
i bet her nick name is the 'GIMME YOUR EZ-LINK CARD TEACHER'.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
dont care her liao.

today got do that suicide.
argghhh :/
my leg pain
my right hand even more pain.
cos of all that writing (:
then very funny.
miss he ask all the b div to gather behind the line there.
haha :D
then everyone thought they also doing suicide.
then miss he say: jog up down then do your cool down.
WOWWW (:
that was nice hahaha :D
gave everyone a shock =D

haha then i used adeline's phone to say 'i love you' to my beloved sister <3

stay determined.
and you'll be the best player on court.
for having the greatest will power (:

nothing to post about -.-
but then there'll be a carnival soon.
hmm..
maybe in few months time??
haha (:
OH YA :D
zonals!!
7 more months
BUCK UP PEOPLE!
we'll do it yeahh..?
muackies to netballers (:

stressed man :/
all the things i gotta remember
on court im like,
should i spin like crazy??
which side should i hold my space??
how about reseting the whole thing?
should i launch out??
should i this? should i that..?
going bonkers XP
oh yeahh.
by the time i made my mind, there wasnt anytime left and the ball has already been passed.

but i'm really really really trying to do everything i've learned :D
really really.
just a few more and more practices (:
just a few more.

PREPARING FOR ZONALS ((:

OH YA!
jiejie ah jiejie (:
JIA YOU FOR ALL THE EXAMS YOU HAVE NOW :D
muackie <3
all the best to all my beloved sec 4 seniors in nanhua
jia you, jia tang, jia yan, jia mian, jia yu yuan.
YU YUAN MIAN!
hahahahahaha (:

whateverrr
its not my problem anyway.
i'm gonna shut up, for now.

OK too sadd and fustrated to blog about yesterday
so im doing it now.
yesterday got netball friendly with bukit batok
loads of things to say
im sadd im angry i feel stupid.
ok lets start from?? the match
the match it shall be.

im GA for that game.
yepps.
theres this GD
OH MY! i cant stand her
she makes my blood boil.
theres one time i was saving this rebound yeahh..
and i stepped on the line of the court.
YES of cos i know i stepped on it.
I HAVE EYES. SEEE??
FOURR somemore.
then she told me after i shot," Hey you better be careful. Just now you step on the line."
ok i know it doesnt seem much
but at that time i was pissed
i know it was my fault to step on the line
but what could i do??
I SAY SORRY TO YOU LORR.
then i wanted to tell her,"heyy whats your problem?? your school umpire also never blow me, WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?! give you the ball is it???"

then got another time i dunno who throw the ball,
then we intercepted it.
then she said," hey isnt that a obstruction???"
WHAT THE.
if she think she so smart then go and be umpire larr.
so i daoed her the whole game.

during centre passes,
she kept saying," isnt that our centre pass????"
OH MY YES YES ITS YOURS.
i was wishing that she could shut her big mouth.
then she was asking hey are you the captain then i said no then she said then who.
then i heck her and walk away.

ok although i daoed her
not because of her i played badly.
as in i not affected by her..
never will be
i played badly cos im dumb.
a stupid player who doesnt think on court
i like so eager to throw the ball away.
whats wrong with me??
i dont know too.
i was told to tell everyone on court to slow down.
and i did.
BUT I MYSELF WAS GOING AGAINST MY OWN WORDS!
i was the one rushing you know.
not others
it was me
ME ME AND ME
and this stupid brain of mine, also dunno why
make my legs run run run everywhere.
and my stupid legs dunno how to stop.
then i ended up so tired.

i was afraid
i was afraid, afraid that the coach will scold me after the game.
i wasnt using my brains.
i wasnt using anything she taught me.
i wasnt doing anything right.
and thanks to PEIYING we were able to win lor.
shes damn pro yesterday
she is always.

saw how my seniors played yesterday.
and i wondered when i can be like them.
10 years later??
or 20??
maybe never.
im too stupid to be like them anyway.
but i'll never stop trying.

sorry team mates and miss he for the lousy game.
and thanks for all the encouragements from my seniors and team mates.
thank you siaotingtong haha

STUPID LITERATURE
STUPID STUPID STUPID!
grrrrr.
i just hate literature
i feel like telling the teacher,
sy: teacher, since i 100% sure that i dont want to take literature next time, can i dont study it now??
haha (x
the teacher will gimme a punch haha (:
whatever larr
still have to chionggg!

YAYE (:
tomorrow got netball friendly with bukit batok (:
hope we win??
OF COS (:
who doesnt??
i'm going to try all the stuff i've learned during the pass trainings
its hard though, BUT I'LL TRY.
yeapps i will
wish us luck!
I GOING TO TRY MY BESTT : D

To beloved yiting jiejie:
dont feel bad le! maybe you feel nothing cos you not very close (: its okie! SMILEE =D LOVE you loads *muacks*
hahaing forever (:
your meimei,
siying (x