new skin! (:
a little bo liao.
so just changed it ;D
FRIDAY IS NETBALL CAMP! (:
WHOOLALA! :)
YAY! :D
hahas (:
it's gonna get gross.
everyone get ready! (:
& all sec ones will be getting a letter from me!
so nice right..
hahah (:
there's one girl from nanyang primary called JOY!
joy lim and joy chow (:
what a mess.
JOY JOY JOYS.
hahaha (:
i have a feeling sec ones this year will be like the sec 3s.
DAO.
and i also dunno how to talk to juniors.
i think all of us doesn't.
help!
somehow sec 1s and sec 2s got so close (:
amazing!
hahaha (:
GOGO!
netball <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS HE! :)
hahaha (:
hope you've really enjoyed all the things we've planned for you!
well, we waited for miss he to come to school.
and then she really believed that qingyun and the rest were at kallang.
how cute! (:
and i went to fell.
i couldn't really fall cause the floor was wet!
i practically slided there -.-
then verena was like OMG & joy was calling for miss he.
and miss he said she was saying,"see lah siyinggg, play la!"
the rest of them on the second story called 'MISS HE!' so loudly!
then miss he looked up and smile!
QINGYUNNN your plan is full-proof! (:
then sohin and the rest came down with the cake.
made by SOHMIN & WEIRU & FEINI & ME! (:
and we sang a song and ate the cake! (:
also gave the cards made by each and everyone of us.
qingyun's card was cute and so touching.
haha (:
then played games.
MURDERER! :D
so funny.
then later went to suntec to eat swensens.
swensens's people so nice.
they gave us like so many balloons! (:
then me, shuhuan and the rest of the people went to DEDICATE A SONG to miss he (:
rushed her upstairs to give her a surprise.
the first message to her was,
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY! we love you <3 thanks for everything!"
yar :)
if i did'nt remember wrongly..
then everyone taking photos and stuff.
qingyun was standing at the railings there crying!
saw her cry and also wanted to cry.
then went to dedicate another song with sohmin.
the message was,
"we love you! <3 thank you for everything. we will work hard together towards our goal. believe us (:"
something like that.
i forgot liao -.-
then went up and qingyun was still crying.
then me and cheyenne was crying also.
cheyenne was sniffing.
and then took somemore pictures and started to set off to find toilets.
cause everyone wanted to go (:
then talked to qingyun and started to cry as well.
unfortunately i can't control myself and started crying ):
cause was thinking about some stuff.
haha (:
whatever is it, ITS STILL A NICE DAY!

sorry miss he!
for crying on your birthday..
next time then tell you why.
small thing only.
but i dunno why i cry until like that.
hahaha (:
happy belated birthday! ;D
WE LOVE YOU MANY! <3333333333

now i understand why people say.
THE AMOUNT OF LOVE IS EQUAL TO THE AMOUNT OF HATE.
but why.
why do things have to be like that.
the more you love somebody; the more you will hate that person when you do.
because more hurt is caused, isn't it?
but fortunately i have not reach that stage yet (:
i keep finding excuses -.=
to why everything is not the way i want it to be.
because people are busy.
because you think too much.
because because because.
maybe what jocelyn said last time is right.
don't laugh so much.
because the amount of happiness you have right now will be equal to the amount of sadness you have later on.
how sad ):
I WON'T STOP BEING HAPPY THOUGH! ;D
i had fun (:
but now maybe its the time for me to face all the freaking sadness once and for all.
because i'm now almost losing a friend.
yes yes yes.
thats the sadness.
but the happiness came from there as well.
but you don't know.
you don't know anything.
i think suddenly all bad things are coming, so i have becomed quite emo these few days.
pardon me (:

i have no guts to tell you anything.
because maybe i will seem irritating.

i can use com (:
so i shall blog a super EMO post today.
how do i start.
hmmm..
i'm wondering if you are really giving me the cold shoulder.
maybe you just have your own circle of friends you want to be with.
or maybe its just because you have made new friends or something.
i don't know what you're thinking now.
i seriously miss your smses :(
i cant stand not receiving them do you know.
i think not.
you might not even be reading this.
nvm, i shall just vent my sadness and anger here.
if people who really know me sees this, they might be thiinking: who is the so powerful person who is able to break siying's heart of steel.
yes.
you're the first person to make me feel so loveddddddddd that i dont even wanna stop thinking.
but you're also the first person to make me so sad.
so sad to the extent that i even think about what has happened on the train; in the bus; when i'm brushing my teeth; when i'm lying on my bed; when i'm eating; when i'm just practically doing nothing.
why am i still waiting?
I DON'T KNOW.
i have so many things i wanna say.
but every time i start typing my whole page of eassy just blank off.
maybe you're treating me like how i treated you.
why do i carry on trying?
I DON'T KNOW.
did i change or did you.
i didn't.
im still old happy, jolly, nice siying! ;D
BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T LIKE THAT LAST TIME.
you weren't.
you didn't wait till 7 hours later to reply my sms.
whatever.
nvm.
you're the very first person!
the first of everything i've every done.
thank you (:
for being the first very good friend and very good 2768437.
nevertheless, i shall just wait till you're back to yourself again.
maybe you will be nice again (:
i hope i can still continue being your very good friend and very good 747837 :D
just at the side of the picture.
waiting (:
and i just want you to know,
that.
I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE HOW I DID/DO.
never ever changing love <3

everytime i sit on the sit,
with the two strings attached to it.
and bring myself high up in the air,
i feel a very ticklish fit.

i can't describe that feeling,
no words nor phrases are suitable.
i've tried and tried to do so,
but to no avail, im not able.

though i am not able to say it out,
i know the way i feel;
its exactly the same as the feeling,
when i am with you (:

i believe in my horoscope.
i really hope it is true.
PISCES ;D

went ice skating with xue wei kaiwen and yihui! :)
yeapps yeapps.
so err..
was a little sian there but skating was fun ;D
dunno why sian lar.
maybe because i realise i could do nothing there except for skate and eat.
there was super nothing to eat cos i didnt want to eat cup noodles.
ewwww xD
im like so sick of that :D
hahahaha (:
theres always something to be sad about during ice skating.
seems like ice skating always make me think of my troubles.
no troubles also make me think of troubles.
cute right! :D
maybe because im a sunshine kind of girl and i like the sun.
but ice skating is like winter??
yeah so im like so cold there i almost died >.<
but actually i like ice skating better than rollerblading :)
i so miss dawn today!
she always pei me so i wont feel bored (:
she take away my troubles :D
today i was thinking about past things.
about my uncle and grandfather! :)
whenever dawn is at ice skating with me, i really feel like im being cared and many poeple in this world love me! <3
but of cos i know everyone DOES love me <33
hahaha (:
so today without dawn haishh :
hahaha (:
sooooooo miss her lor (:
and today i was also thinking about why do people hate other people, during ice skating.
although its somehow a weird topic, but yeah..
i still thought about it xP
and i came up with a conclusion!
should be because the certain people take others for granted.
yeah i also hate being taken for granted ):
and maybe the freaking long talk at school was right after all (:
"The most important people in your life, are those around you right now."
quite cool (:
haha :D
yeah so we tend to take others for granted.
so now i shall change this habit and if i take anyone for granted, please tell me! (:
todays post is so emo.
oh yes (:
have to thank my dear little dawn for always pei-ing me during ice skating ;D
THANK YOUUUUUU! <33
i love your company =D

my hands were freezing.

had training on wednesday (:
WHAT HAPPENED MAN?!
we played like shit lar.
okay maybe not relaly that bad..
but its really worse than the training before this.
im not really sure why but its like everyone is not focusing.
ZONALS is only like few months away.
we cant afford to slack now!
JIAYOU JIAYOU ;D
wo men ke yi de! :D
hahaha :>
cannot let a little praises get it all over us..
must remain humble and strive to be better.
yar maybe it is good to be praised but just treat it as an encouragement (:
cos we can be better and we will!
because of the chalet and cycling for like 1 whole day
my butt hurts and im so damn tired :/
gonna get a super good rest and strive like crazy for netball again..
is there a friendly on monday??
think so bah :D
GAMBATE! ;D
and we shall not be thrash by greenview again.
WE'LL THRASH THEM THE NEXT TIME.
i wish.
i hope.
i pray.
work hard.
to do that.
jiayou.
and strive.
everything to beat them.
everything to make ourselves and everyone proud.
of us.
of every individual player.
as a team.

CLASS CHALET!
this rocks.
NETBALL CARNIVAL!
thank god for giving me such a wonderful life (:
with so many things to look out for in life <3
its a nice week ;D
nice people.
nice things.
nice events.
nice craps.
nice friends.
nice ME.
nice nice nice :D

YAYE! (:
my tagboard is like damn flooded can.
haha :D
i love everyone who tagged <33
then today miss yeong was like asking me for my blog address lar.
and i was like shock dao.
=________________="
and end up is because she wanna show some p5s a blog cos they learning how to blog.
hahaha (:
funny right..
ROFL.
OMGOSHH!
I MISS FUHUA PRIMARY SCHOOL ALOT ALOT ALOT!
awww i miss everyone who were there together.
accompanying each other overcoming the fear of PSLE.
who invented PSLE anyway.
what a lame invention.
i wanna declare my love for SIX AYEE! <33
thank you for always being there (:
THANK YOU!

reply to tags (:

KUAN LIAN; haha yeah! joy and yijun <33

HUIMIN; HELLO HUIMIN! :D

JIEJIE; <333333333
SIAO SIAO PARTNER; when is your birthday?? HELLO! :) lets play netball again soon okay! but meanwhile, study hard! GAMBATE! :D you can do it! I WILL JIAYOU FOR NETBALL ALSO! <333

BEATRICE; MONKEY! I WILL JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU WITH YOU! (:

JOY; HELLO CHIOBU! (: are you happy that i put your photo up???? OMG OMG OMG SO PRETTY! pretty pretty (: my chalet is on 6 to 8 novembber. HAHAHAHAHHA MY CLASS ONE EARLIER THEN YOURSSSSSSSSS.

JIAYI; hello! (: lalala my blog is flooded! HAHA :d YAYE! and i agree with you. joy IS noisy. i will tag!

eh kiathoon ask me to tell everyone that she is crazy >.<