went for nsl today :D
went there to see marlins play!
was still as pro as ever
:D
and watch sharks as well :D
and then peiqin didn't play luh D':
WALAO!
the defender wasn't there as well.
resulting in the boringness of the game.
D:
and then there was this defender from some team.
she had super attitude problem!
i shalln't say the team name cos it's quite bad D:
because the umpire kept blowing her and maybe because the shooter's too hard for her to take or WHATEVER.
she scolded the 'f' word if i didn't see wrongly.
and when she had an offence, she deliberately slammed the ball on the court.
D:
man, she ain't even fit to be a netballer.
even after playing so many years of netball and even being able to get into a nsl team, she still don't understand the meaning of the game.
no sportsmanship.
and seeing her play made me feel so upset for her and itmade me don't feel like watching the game anymore.
WHAT AN IDIOT! D:

went home with qingyun and yijun :D
was talking about loads of stuff.
man, i don't understand at all!
why people just keep getting influenced by others, and not them influencing others?
OH MANSZXC D:
work hard and then to _ _ _ _.
(yijun and qingyun, you both should know!)
what crap :(
if you people don't feel bored, I DO D:
just get over it and stop seeking attention D:

yes qingyun! we can be in U30 already :D:D

got class jersey today!
and we took super alot of photos today :D

<3 this girl :D
the eyebrows :D
:D:D:D
group of nuts :D

AH MY DEARS :D
we were in the toilet cubicle luh! >.< a row of prettys :D
SPASISM! :D
<3<3
without wenhui D: MY TWO LOVES :D <3

had interclass netball :D
and we won both classes so far :D
208 OWNS!
netball as well :D
oh well, my attituded sucked today, i'll be nicer after today!

i don't wanna take the wrong path D:

tdy was alright, with a few laughs here and there!

:D

i super love my clique and that stupid yanger and joey <3

we went zi lianing cos the gym had a super big mirror!

<3<3

went netball-ing all my lunch and recess and after school <3

QINGYUN IS MY SISTER!

and i was late for my dental appointment D:

luckily siying was a good girl and put her rubber bands on her braces.

thus, the dentist didn't scold me :D

MY DENTIST IS THE SAME AS SOHMIN'S LAST TIME'S DENTIST <3

and we got our class tee!
collected today.

but i haven't got mine :(

darn, i seriously wanna see how it looks like luh! :/

nvm, i'll see that pretty thing tmr :)

the prettaye shots we took today :D

AH, FOUR PRETTY GIRLS? :D one of the pictures i love the most <3

<3lys>

then yanger was giving this stupid face, and i manage to take it down :D

i'm doing pull-ups with one hand :D

i seriously hope weiru will get in U17 :D
ah my dear, i'll pray for you!
u17 u17 u17 u17!
:D:D:D

I GOT IN U14 SQUAD :D
damn happy, but i didn't play very well.
so yar, i guess luck's with me :D
love all who gave me support, and munting for specially coming down!
thank you to miss he too! <3 :D
just hope i'll be able to go further, and of cos i'll work hard! [:

OH MZNZXCZXC! D:
U14 selections is tomorrow.
scared ):
just pray i play well tomorrow!
:D

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training yesterday.
it's so much better!
and it's really facinating how a simple drill can make me understand so many things.
had this drill to run and pass and catch the ball with only 1 hand :)
we tried several times and each time if someone will drop it, we gotta do it again.
miss he said, "this is a team thing. everyone can change partners so that the stronger ones can help the weaker ones."
we changed, and there was no drop balls :D
i understand.
no matter how good a player is, she cannot succeed without her teammates help.
there is no perfect player.
so in a team, everyone have to cover up each others weak points with their own good points for each and every player is good at different things.
i understand now, a team needs to work together to achieve.
i get it, i get it :D
thanks alot miss he. <3
for making me realised this just using a simple drill :D

replies to tags
yuanlong: thanks alot! i will worksuper hard (: bye siao siao yuanlong :D
shuyi: thanks, i will! netball <3<3
claudia: oh, hope to seeya theretmr! yea, chem's super hard D:
peiying: PEIYING <3 loveya too! iwill jiayou, let's hope all of
us will get in :D and don't put too muchhope on me, i don't wanna disappoint all
of you!

b div life's hard, but i'll strive on.
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON THIS TEAM OF MINE :D
no matter what.

man, i went thinking and thinking.
and i thought about, why people worked hard?
is it because they wanna get into the main team?
or just for the sake of their love for netball? :D
but i think training hard is not just to get into the first team, it's to enjoy the joy of the game and all the passion for trainings.
trainings are tough, but it's what makes us stronger inside and outside for a better game to be played next time!
:D
so i've decided, i'm not just going to train to be in the main team or be in the national team.
i'm going to train because i love the game and my passion for it is going to bring me somewhere :D
it's going to train me to be a stronger person, someone with a good character and love. <3

netball's not just about the game. :D

NOW I SERIOUSLY MISS SEC FOURS OKAY.
omg, i seriously wanna cry now. D:
I TOTALLY WISH WEIRU OR SOHMIN WAS HERE TODAY!
at least they'll scream to everyone.
it's quite sad, why no one listens to yijun/jasmine. :/
aww, i really wanna enjoy trainings.
but everything just went hye-wire today.
all the attitudes and stuffs.
weiru says it'll be fine the next training.
i hope so!
MISSES SOHMIN, WEIRU, QINGYUN AND MUNTING TOTALLY NOW! D:
bdiv seems so wrong for me. D:

i'm blogging cos CHEM's KILLING ME.
RAHHHHHHZXCZXCZXCZXCZ.
O.O

training with b div started already.
it's tough, but i'm hanging on.
especially when i really have high hopes on this team of mine :D
but yar, misses QINGYUN, WEIRU, SOHMIN & MUNTING lots <3<3
all their crap and noises, just lightens up the mood :D
it's saddening, to know that they're not going to be training with us anymore D:
all their cold jokes and funny voices, i'll remember them all!
trainings just seem SUPER QUIET and i hate it :/
they can just make a boring game GET HIGH :D
how i wish they'll just stay for another year.
DANG D:
no more craps and noises anymore.
I LOVE ALL OF YA <3
my dear sec 4s, i miss y'all so!
D:
really, i do.

going for U14 selections with yijun, joy, peiying and yieqin.
i'm damn scared.
but i'll just try, then MAYBE I'LL GET IN :]
quite impossible though.
just go with a happy heart, and come back with a happier heart.
for i've gained a little more experience, isn't it so?
:D

replies to tags :D

xinyun: hahaha [:
shiyun: QINGYUN IS MY SISTER! <3
jiayi: hello [: i still love you too! and i miss y'all!
kiathoon: hellos [:
SK: what are you talking about my dear SK? :)
claudia: HEYYA! aww, so fast? you'll get in alright? then i'll see you and your team in TOA PAYOH SPORTS HALL next year :D
cynthia: HEYHEY :D i'm super UPSET that you're not going for the U14 selections okay!

JUST MISSING QY, WR, SM, MT DAMN LOADS <3
no ones's like them.
no more fun.
oh manzxczxczxczxc! :/

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the last match of the season for nanhua.
and b div ended it BEAUTIFULLY :D
it was the happiest and most enjoyed game i've seen everyone play.
there was no stress and everyone was willing to try out stuffs that they didn't dare to do before.
there were smiles everywhere on court :D
THIS GAME SHOWED THE JOY OF NETBALL :D

have enrichment today.
RAHHHHH!
and quekster HAD to spoil my day with a scolding.
:/
we were just having fun and enthu-ly dancing our dance.
hahaha, and i admit we did run around in the hall!
and he said joey was the one running.
and i think i laughed damn loud at that comment because i was the one! :D
so we stood outside of the hall and danced all the way till enrichment ended.
and i swear that one was the funniest enrichment ever :D

sports heat was on, but it rained before i could run!
happy, cos i didn't feel like running at all.
and 2 juniors just didn't believe that QINGYUN is my sister.
went arguing and harassing people around :D

wish me luck for my sports heats tomorrow!
N-E-T-B-A-L-L netball netball netball netball netball netball netball :D

oh, we lost to TKGS by 1 goal.
and b div are therefore out of nationals.
no more top 4!
):
the season's over for nanhua after the b' div's last match with st marg's!

but somehow i think the game today taught me a real lot of stuffs :D
it made me think about the time i was really disappointed when the shooters couldn't put in the shot and etc.
but i've never really thought about how they felt when we couldn't intercept an easy ball or when we couldn't bring the ball down properly.
it's hard, yes it is.
there are times i gave a downed face.
and just let what happened have a control over me.
but after today, no more!
:D
i'll start thinking, just play my game and do my thing.
don't care about what people think or what people do.
get scolded, and learn from the scoldings.

it's a way that people take scoldings.
it's when you learn and ask what you don't know.
to be a strong player, there are times when people have to accept that there are many different kind of players on court.
so from now on, even if i don't really like the certain player, i'll just give a smile :D
just smile and take that nothing has happened.

there are so many things i wanted to say.
but when i'm here, i blanked! ):
it's just, there just so many people who just give up when things don't go their way.
start to think that they're tired and they'll lose.
but many people forget the fact that a game is for you to enjoy.
a game is to brighten up your life, playing what you really like alot :D
there're sayings, that a game is not only about the winning or losing.
it's really true, and i respect that!
for this game is making me think alot.
making me a stronger player inside and outside :D
so no matter what happens, just enjoy the game.
play with a smile and a happy heart!

wen to extremes training yesterday.
:D:D
cool AND TIRING.
but it's damn fun to see those pros playing.
er, maybe it's not that tiring, for i enjoyed every single bit of it! :D
but my body's aching.
and also there's some secrets i shouldn't tell!
my STUDY BUDDY knows! <3

went to look at the sec ones train today.
and we got treated to a drink!
:D
cause we ran this relay thing and got in before 42 seconds.
39 SECONDS :D
hahaha!
felt quite bad though, for spending miss he's money.
so i bought milo, which costs ONLY 70 cents :D
nice siying?
YES, OF COURSE! :D

IT'S WHAT YOU WANT THAT MAKES WHAT HAPPEN.
hey, so all out there.
if you really want something, make it happen :D
make your true come true!
<3<3

i'm back from malaysia :D
i miss y'all, and i think y'all miss me too!
hahahaha!
<3<3

i sat on the car to malaysia and i started thinking about netball :D
and i wondered why, why people who don't really excel in netball don't continue playing.
it doesn't mean that only the best players can continue playing the game, it requires the strongest and those who are always ever-trying.
isn't it so?
why do people stop playing netball even when they love the game so much?
that's one point i don't understand.
even if you're not the best player possible, it doesn't mean you don't have a chance to do your thing on court isn't it?
i think if a player truely loves the game, nothing in this BIG BIG world can stop her from trying and trying again! :D

and then i started thinking about shouting and scoldings from coaches.
coaches are fierce for a reason i guess :D
they scream and shout for a reason, and it's for our own good.
so i like to take scoldings as a teaching from everyone who scolds me :D

oh yes.
siying has super cute juniors ya?
and joy's cute too! (i gotta say this or she'll have a fit! :D)
<3<3

tag replies :D

PEIYING: i love ya too <3<3 haha, cute like me ya? :D

JOY LIM: you lamer! RAHHH, I WANNA EAT YOU WHEN YOU SLEEP :D loves joy too <3

JOY: thank you dear joy :D aren't you glad that i said you were cute?

KIAT HOON: thanks! i'm proud of them, really :D

ESTHER: hi esther :D i have an imaginary friend called the builder! so they're friends and they're called bob the builder :D yes, i know you! you're the girl with the red specs ya?

ZEQIN: ke ai, like siying :D kidding! thanks zeqin, you can do it too!